Unveil the risk

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Once you love, ---hay! damn! Love again... can we talk more than the love topic??? it is an old topic that is changing only its memorandum and its way of surprising us... damn we fool of love! I always see her in our school, (campus ache) with my great friend! Yah... you think right! He is the boyfriend of the girl I truly love... but its over for me. But not the love I have for her. I'm hoping that my 'GREAT FRIEND' wouldn't build her up of problem. He promised me that he'll love her more than my LOVE for that girl. I'm fool, isn't it?

Is there any other time I will fall again? Like what I've felt last time and up to now i feel for her? Yes, I love her until now. But what can I say for my self... "Sorry, she's taken... by my FRIEND" OUCH! October 20, is the date i should keep with a promise that won't tell anyone that we are with each other. Watching movie, eat & dine. Did i gain my traitor ego? woooh! it's enough!

Today is November 27, 2006 (Monday) Full of guts by now... i wasn't able to comfort my real me, so that i'm now an empty man without nothing... Thank's to God, I'm still alive and have many good companions. My friends, classmates, relatives. I remember last semester, i cried hard. Why? I've lost one relative that is so close to me... my tita! That time, she comfort me. But lots thanks to my 'mejor', she didn't leave me and she gon with me.

I wanna show my real me, on how i treat the people around me. On how I LOVE that person with all my heart, with all of me. Say what you wanna say, but I'm good by being a friend and great by being a lover. Hope my life would be great as many war. Without even seeing God, do i need to conquer on who I am & the sufferings I felt recently? Leave it all the way guys... gracia amigo!